but I was too busy and exhausted to touch on
such a heavy topic.
And today,
hmm I can no longer remember the details of the trip.
I've got pictures though,
but I'll need to find time to upload it.
hur.
I wanted to talk about so many things.
But I can't find the energy to do so.
Neither can I find the right listener,
nor the words to say.
Mental congestion.
That's what I'm suffering from.
Oh how I smiled then, so near the cherished ones.
I knew they would appear, saw not a single one.
Oh how I smiled then, waiting so patiently.
I'd make a wish, and bleed.