who are important to me
have not been honest with me?
Why do I always feel that people
who are important to me
have been keeping things from me?
Why do people who are of the
greatest importance to me, always abandon me?
Maybe they are.
Maybe I am just being overly-sensitive.
Maybe it is due to past experiences.
But it's really scary,
when you can hear your thoughts talking to you.
I think I have serious trust issues.
Need some help with that.
this doubt is screaming in my face
in this familiar place sheltered and concealed
and if this night won't let me rest
don't let me second guess
what I know to be real
put away all I know for tonight
and maybe I just might
learn to let it go
take my security from me
and maybe finallyI won't have to know everything