traces of an inexplicable misfeature.
Thursday, February 02, 2006

Life,
feels so aimless lately.

I have no idea why,
but I've been feeling really empty lately.
Thought that things would take a turn for the better,
after going through various unexpected events,
and meeting some new people.
But I guess,
it was just wistful thinking on my part.

There's nothing much to look forward to.
Think it's probably because,
it's just so difficult for me to be of certain significance
in anyone's life.
It's so difficult,
that sometimes, I feel that it's impossible.

Maybe by now,
I should really consider seriously,
whether if the problem lies in me.


I wish I was a sailor with someone who waited for me
I wish I was as fortunate, as fortunate as me
I wish I was a messenger and all the news was good
I wish I was the full moon shining off a Camaro's hood


Cole , 4:23 AM.

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