It's funny how everything
and everyone can change overnight.
When people say that you are important to them,
most of the time they're just trying
to make you feel better.
When people say that they will always be there,
they will disappear on you
when you need them the most.
When people can do everything
and anything to gain each other's trust,
they will always throw it all away
for their own selfish gains.
When people are attracted to you,
half the time they're just out to toy you.
When people make any form of promises to each other,
most of the time it will never come true.
When you are starting to feel better about life,
certain events will take place and screw it all up.
People that you care about,
will never ever take you seriously,
and even if they do,
you will never be of the highest priority to them.
This applies,
to the closest friends, and family.
People will always be using each other,
any form of people-to-people relationship,
will always come with a motive.
Lesson learnt,
when you're alone,
nothing drastic will happen, other than feeling lonely.
This is not an entry of self-pity.
This is an entry of the pattern of my life.
Yes, I am disappointed.
With myself,
for living in an illusionary world for such a long time.