traces of an inexplicable misfeature.
Sunday, December 19, 2004

am suffering from a major hangover, still.
the worst thing is i'm suffering from insomnia too.
sheesh.

watched Phantom of the Opera today.
can't get all the song outta my head.
though it's a little draggy and all of the conversations were sung out.
it's good. really.

am feeling confuse.
about what, i'm confuse too.
feelings.
it's complicated.

after so long,
i still can't get outta my own little shell.
still can't see the need in talking
and keeping conversations going.
it's driving me nuts.
i'm like an autistic child,
just like how my parents thought i was when i was younger.

my head's spinning.
my world's spinning.
whatever the case is, please spin everything back into place will ya?
thanks :)

So I stand and look around
Distracted by the sounds
Of everyone and everything I see
And I search through every face
Without a single trace,
of the person
The person that I need


Cole , 4:49 AM.

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