just a little daily roaring for me :)
these days, there's very little things that will make me happy.
guess i've been quite a unhappy boy lately?
sometimes i wonder, how much do i mean to people?
parents, girlfriend, close friends?
who will catch me when i fall?
no idea.
who will be there when i need to cry?
no idea.
what's happening to me?
no idea.
i'm not feeling bitter towards life now,
it's just making me sad.
i have to admit to sins that i didn't commit.
it's always my fault when i try to be nice.
numb.
towards the efforts made for always trying to look at things at other people's point of view when they don't even bother about mine.
tired.
with all the hatred i have deep down in my heart.
for being nice when sometimes people don't even give a fuck.
longing.
for being a happy boy who likes everybody.
friends.
how many do i have in life?
not many, because i don't really trust people much.
but how many of those close to me now actually care?
i wonder if you know how much i love you?
i wonder if you know how much i need you?
i wonder if you know how much you actually mean to me?
i wonder if you know how much i miss you everytime you're not with me?
i wonder if you know how much i miss you even when you're with me?
i wonder if you know how much pain do i feel when i see you getting hurt?
i wonder if you know how hurt i am to see you defending other people when we argue?
i wonder..
i wonder.
but whatever it is, i love you all the same, pebbles.