wow.
but coming from me, it's no surprise. i'm known for being lazy.
lol.
anyway just wanna find something to confine in that won't get mad at me, that can't talk, that can't talk and that have no feelings.
basically you can see how bad a day i've had today, so far.
everything just seems to go wrong, yea my fault.
just count everything on my head, if it makes everyone happy.
what more can i say? isn't it suppose to my job everytime?
when things go wrong, the first blame come to me, whether i know what happened or not. so when things go wrong for me, did anybody ask me who am i gonna scream at? answer is, nobody. my pillows maybe.
or rather the breakage of my things will tell you how troubled, upset or frustrated at times?
maybe whoever that's reading this now may thing that this is another entry of self-pity.
but you know what?
this is a entry of my everyday life.
i'm not complaining, neither do i feel at all angry or upset or whatever negative emotions you can think of.
i'm just, typing into my OWN blog, with a lousy mood.
sometimes maybe if i ever wonder how important i mean to everybody, or anybody, the answer might be very disappointing.
just today can show how frigging unimportant i am to the world?
argued with all the most important people of my life.
girlfriend, one of my closest bro, my parents.
name it and you get it.
and guess what? cause it's my FAULT.
ha.
and what's my biggest mistake made?
being so eager to please.
and why do i make this mistakes?
cause all of them are important to me.
because she's the one i love the most.
because i love my parents.
because they are the ones that are the most important to me.
because they are my friends, and i do treasure them.
but guess what?
i still love them all the same.
i still treasure them all the same.
they are still important to me.
they'll always worth the world to me.
whatever.